Gag Reflex

Feed the machine. Don’t stop. It is hungry. Soul soul soul - LESS. I feel so tired. Like a hemorrhage in my brain

I can’t stop the throbbing

Pain is a tool we use to build strength
Character
Stamina
Mighty warrior don’t you drop your sword and shield

You have some slaying to do, dear
Get your mighty round rumpis
OUT IN THE FIELD

But be prepared
Little warrior ghost girl
Fading forever from the shades of thought
Ambiguous transient

Seek what you lost
So long ago

When you were told exactly what and how and who to be

*whisper*

You have no power over me.
Oh sweet fairy tale

You broke me before I realized I could fall

Stand tall
Little big one
Don’t let them crush you

Weight

Suffocation

Wrapping around me
It’s just my gag reflex -- ology

Reading every last word
Your disappointed expectations
Etched across your face.